Am just sitting at my PC writing this blog when I can here the sound of my three year old boy playing with his mum as he winds down for bedtime. This brief respite from our playtime to write something on the blog that I am using to face up to my self and all … Continue reading The Sound of Life
Admitting things 1. I often choose not to go to social events simply because I don't want to be around anyone. By often I mean always. 2. I obsess about my Mother in law in a negative way far too much. 3. Isolation is a concept that intrigues me more every day. 4. I judge … Continue reading Unsociable Anxiety
An attempt to start the week on a positive note was made. Monday blues begone. I won't be needing you today or for the rest of the week either. Well, that's what I thought anyway. But here I am, several hours into my day, sat at my desk and feeling for a lack of a … Continue reading The nature of the beast
Sometimes when the night is still and the silence is almost too much to bear, we have time to assert our dominance back upon ourselves. We can then fulfill our own destiny to become happier and more at peace with our own existance. Casting out the negativity that binds our inner sanctum and slowly bring … Continue reading The distant sound is nearer than you think
An adventure in the A&E department for all the family.
They are what they are. The start of a brand new week. Psychologically they should be used to wipe the slate clean and start again. I mean, if you tell yourself everything will be good over and over, surely that means you give yourself a fighting chance that it will. Right? My 40-minute drive to … Continue reading Mondays in hindsight
Not mine, found on Reddit. Don't know origins but fairly accurate I'd say.
Wishful thinking I suppose. Maybe though, a mind less burdened by the flora and fauna of anxious residue can hopefully call a ceasefire albeit temporary and drift into an unrestricted and uncomplicated sleep. We will see. We will see.
When I'm fighting those old negative feelings, I find a project helps. Now, I am not in any way a handyman, but I'll attempt anything via YouTube and the latest ideas are a chicken coop and a greenhouse. These dreams of self sufficiency stem from my constant yearning to cut myself off from society. Sailing … Continue reading A Project
A chicken coop. That's the answer. Some avian friends in the backyard. Yes.